Right From The Heart !!

I have known her since... well I dont remember. I just have a feeling as if I have known her eternally. I have spent pretty long durations with her. Yet, very recently, I realised something. All these years evaded me from realising something significant. They have pulled over a curtain
over my thoughts, so that I could have never realised this fact.

When we were together, I had never told her my liking for her. May be because, I have never even imagined about this bond breaking. Why would have I imagined about it ??!!

Later there came one day, when it happened that I could not spend much time with her. I should say, it was purely due to my mistake. I must have confessed everything then only. (May that might not have taken us this apart) I dont want to blame the so-called-fate!! I could have easily defeated fate.

It was actually, my college that first set up a partition between us. I am very ashamed to say that, it has taken three complete years for me to realise that I miss her. Those lovely nights I had spent with her are still afresh in my memory. I just want to go back to those days. If she
were with me, nothing is going to disturb me. I forget all my worries, my mind just overflows with happiness when she is there. Now, life seems to be dark and lacking flavour. Those memories still keep haunting me, calling me back to those days.

These three years, three years at IIT, have made me realise ... that I can not live without her. Forget all assignments, all quizzes, all exams, spend my entire time with her ... thats what I want to do during my last year at IIT. She is an essential ingredient of my life. Yes, I have now realised life is going to be literally sour without her. She is a part and parcel of my life. I am just longing to get back to her lap and seek her refuge. I know, if I get back to her after these many days, she is definitely going to accept me, for our bond is still strong.

Yes, I have no hesitations in saying the truth.

Nithra, I love you .... !!